Journal Entry Oct. 04, 2023

"another day.

another day of nothing. im no sure what im' waiting for?

am i still un limbo? am i 

dead or am i losing myself

in my own feelings?

plus hes back. 

in my life.

my heart aches for him.

would i go back if givn the chance?

after a long day of work and still nothing

i feel like im still in limbo

like im high all the time.

its like the only place to be.

Crazy....

                how does it work?

How does coping work?

Am i dead or am i still here?

I dont think i belong anywhere.

But this place

feels like ive always belonged here. 

Like i dont have memories of bein

here.

Interdimensional bubble

A portal..

Another time."